Been a long time not to post some entries- almost a year. I thought that this account has been deactivated by itself, but luckily god still loves me. Today i just missed a new class's breakfast. I forgot it since i woke up this morning. I (always) accidentaly fell asleep after school and when mom woke me up at 6 pm, still daydreaming, i remembered all the things. what the fuckk a total regret :(

Im now 16 and have graduated from middle school a year ago and im an 11th grader and in social class. I firstly decided that i'll spend my remaining two years of high school in science class with most of other students. Learn physics, chemist, biology, and dat hot shitt complicated math. But everyday i felt like i want my future jobs relate to the things i love. I love arts- fashion. I shut myself from exact science, i feel good about it. Some changes happen after i joined social class. I lose interest to go to a prestigious local universities like ******* because y'all know the textile studies there is so traditional-minded (like batik etc). I like traditional but i don't really want to know further about that. I prefer universal fashion. That's why i want to continue my study at Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts singapore. But who knowss, only god knows the plans. Bismillah!